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Dear baby , yupyupszxc , it'z our first month in a few hours time , i d k whaaaad may happen in future , but i just wna tell youu , yes you already have my heart , yes youu do , and i love you deep down my heart , baby , i do y'knw .

Heeheez , hey apple ' :D Hahahas , i am so into annoying orange lately ,it'z super duper uper cutey cute ! [: Aw , so everytime i see youu I'll say , hey apple Hahahahahas , wohhkayz , iz kinda cold uhr , i know , i was on twitter just now and i freaking saw this , - B.I.E.B.E.R = Believe In Everything Because Everything'z Reachable ! Ain't it cute ? LOL ! Alrightszxc , I am going a litle eenie meenie miney high this few days yeaaaah , cause i d k why either , i felt much more safe after knowing the fact I am a little more prepared for MYE more than my class mates uhr , eeks , looks like i am on drugs yeaaaaaah ? Wohhkayz , me went t cousin house t sleepover because my mommmy and pahpah went fr holiday , they very bad hor , i got exam they go on holiday , ohh ~~ Then we went t whitesands t study ley ! Wanted t go library , then it was freaking closed !? Finefine , went t Macdonalds , ad was fucking chased out !? Nevermind lo , went t void deck t study , saw two people , hink they are couple , but on econd thoughts i think the man had the other woman , they behaved seretly lo , --' Wohhkayz , i studied Geography and Math , i asked Mark and Clement a math question , they same pattern de lo , veh fast reply me the answer and wrkings ( which i totally do not understan ) , then when i was clearing my brain cells like i am clearing tcks , they freaking tell me they did wrongly , --' Nevermind , thanks anyways , [: Tonight i ain't sleeping early , you should know why uhr , >.^ . Andand another reason iz because i wna revise again , it seems like midnight can absorb better uh , [:

Happy One Month , Baby (!)
Baby , it'z one month and i wna tell youu , i lovee youu yeaaaahs ? Andand , let'z look forward t our second month alrightszxc ?
P/S: Hey apple ' (:

Andand , t my very awesome Noob Clique , ♥
It'z a deal yeaaaaaaaaaaah ? After Mid-Year Exams , we'll go on a eal together alrightszxc ? Heeheez , i love all of youu ,

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Byez , applez , dumbz , peepz , baby , ♥

Hey Peepz![: gawdgawd, i wanted t do a survey on Lead Portal tuhday , butbut as youu can see uhr ,i am posting here , LOL ! How easily distracted can i get ? ohoh , andand i wna tell my original Clique that , sorry if my sudden commotion few weeks ago had cause disruption in youur life , butbut , erm , I (L) YOUU ALL ALOT UHR !! Andand , my another Noob Clique were formed , there is Afina , XinYang , andand most importantly , the one and only - Me!(: Hahas , andand , today can describe it in one word , sucked. Yeaaaapz , realy sucked to the very maaaaaaximum uhr . Those in my class should know lo , all because of Mr Kuan Yeaaaaapz , it totally fucked my life wohkaays ? (ohh~~ Kathhhhy , youur words are just t cute that's why i used youur "wohkay" , haaaaaaaahz!) In the first place right , whaaad are teachers meant for ? To coach us right ? Andand must be patient de right , daaaaaamn him lo , Afina and Xinyang were quarelling over the math question (which iz the one me and Aina don't understand) , andand Mr Kuan asked me question , i couldn't hear lo , their quarrels filled my ears , so i keep huh-ing , Mr Kuan damn pekcek with me then like bloody scolded me ? Arse . Wohhaky , must control my language , I realised Miss Lim reads blogs , so if she blody read my father uncle cousin king word , she may freaking scold me for that . -.- , but yeaaaapz , Miss Lim , youu may be reading this right now , but sometimes i just couldn't control my language , so erm , uhr ... Ohoh , back t math lession , i was like so innocent can , Afina freaking ask me ask teacher and she quarrell-ed with Xinyang , and i bloody get scolded !? NAWZWAYZ !!!! Andand , i find myself more hardworking in this exam , so God , please let me get top20 , i put in alot effort de kayz . Ohoh , hvn't introduce my Noob Clique . The noob - Lynette Afina , the noob-er - Afina Lynette , andand the noob-est - XINAYANG !![: I youu are wondering why the cancelled names , yeaaaapz , i was once a noob , then "upgraded" t noob-er , cause of something Zz , andand found lotz of tags on tagboard uhr !!! Continuing flowing peoplez !(: Alrightalright , i must end here right now baby , right now baby . Heeheez , maybe my next post , after Mid-Year Examz ? Wohhkay , buhbye peepz ! I (L) YOUU !

End it here , shall we ?

Girls , end it here . Oh just end it here , i don't wanna snap out and then i might not know whaad i will do next . So , our clique , just let it be C L I Q U E alrights ? Just go our own way . I don't wanna tire myself to tear again . I gave hints , youu and youu promised me whaad , its all empty promises , so just forget it , forget it people . I have my road , i just need all of youu , but now (...) , i am speecheless , so girls , i am off

Okaay , girls , hope youu will understand ,

Confused , And yeaaah , so whaad if i am headstrong ?

So , i was once so in love-d with Red Cross , many things happened , because of Red Cross , i am getting sick , getting tired , find it a joke , full of nonsense , crap , craaaaaaaaap . Things are getting in my way , i am so sick of it that i lost my passion in Red Cross . Ater the camp , i finally saw the glimmer of hope , i finally had a teeeenny weeeeenny sense of passion back , why did youu have t burst my only little bubble ? Why ? Tell me why are youu being just so , (...) well , i d k whaad t say , so are youu really not giving our batch a chance ? Youu know how much it hurts when i heard whaad youu told youur most belove-d batch of sec3s ? Can youu just feel the teeeeenny weeeeenny bit that we really are trying t bring up our discipline , yeaaah , maybe for the rest i d k , but i am sure youu can see that there were atleast a few of us who really wanted t change . Whaad did we get in the end ? Telling the sec3s , sec2s 离我越远越好 , youu know how much it hurts just by hearing how cold blooded you are . I tried t change my views of youu , but youu did exactly the same old thing , or should i say you became even more heartless , that i can't make mysel t like youu , i am not backstabbing or whtvr your friends or alumni(s) are speaking for youu said , i aam telling the truth , you don't give a damn shit t us , do youu ? Even if youu or youur alumni(s) see this , i am prepared for any consequences , i can't bottle this up anymore . I really can't , i did tried t , but i can't for the ma'am , who spoke for youu , i think Chingting should know who i am refering t . I shall tell youu here , since i d k when can i really tell youu , i don't think youu would read my blog , since you dislike me so much . Well , you didn't really state that you dislike me or whtvr , but some things i can feel it . Okaay , i really hate you deep down t the core , no i don't hate youu , i dislike youu , i know , i may not be a dancer , you might not like me or know me or whtvr , i don't care . Stop being bias against me , will youu ? during footdrill competition trainings , youu said i am not serious , youu reprimanded me , but do youu know , how tired , how sick i was feeling back then ? No , obviously youu don't , i almost feeling like passsing out , but youu scolded me , fine , when we lost , youu comforted youur dancers , ohh like wow , whaad am i , yeaaaah , shit , forget it , wednesday , when i wear my uniform , my shoelaces loose , i went to a corner t tied it up , my dress was just on the sit , i didn't sit , i didn't , youu scolded me for sitting , i didn't speak a word , but that didn't mean i did , faye , youu saw it , i didn't sit , why didn't youu speak up for me ? forget it . I mean nothing , isn't it ? I am just a worthless piece of shit in everyone's eyes . Lynette = Nothing / Who on earth is that ? / Ohh , youu mean that shit ? Okaaay , maybe i offended those dancers by saying all these stuffs , but i don't wanna care anymore , cause no one gives a damn t me . So ,go ahead and spam my blog . And yeaaaaaaaaah , the defination of lynette , Lynette = a pathetic counsellor No one listens t me , everyones gives me trouble , when their names are taken down , they bloody blame me , oh well , how pathetic can i get ? Well , that's life . But whaad's worse ? Why th hell am i the odd one out ? Why do i have this bloody efvective communication exams ? Why me !? Why can't i just say quit like how others do ? Why wouldn't you let me do so ? Why !? I don't enjoy myself there , i drag my way there , going there's worse than hell , why can't i have th original teachers and classmates back like last year , everything's keep changing , its making me sick . If i were just a normal kid out there , i could have enjoy-ed myself in the activities i had like others do , instead of writing and writing and writing like a fool . All we did is just writing , serious , whaad's the point ? I hate it . I don't care about having another cert ! I don't give a damn t cert , alright ? I just wanna be a normal kid , mum . )': I am breaking down , i really am . If i never joined council board , i wouldn't have been so (...) , i hate it , and how's my clique , i thought we were back to the funn times again ,but after that everything went back t a square one . Why don't youu let me out of the clique , i see no point , i really dojn't see any . When i realised youu everytime had activities with them , but never asked me t go in , i felt like , i d k , it hurts me more when i know all my clique members going t Compass , and no one asked me out , don't give me all those excuses , whaad i have Red Cross friends or whtvr , no one stpoped youu from asking me , but none of youu did , let me go , girls . I am tired , let me go . And boy , hope youu see this , i no longer have the feeling for youu , youu hurt me in the past , i cried , i grieve-d i did everything just t forget youu , and yeaaaah , i think baby , i am over youu .

And this is for Myself ! I love RYEOWOOK !!! My next top favourite ! WOOTS! (^^)





That's for my dearest Faye , ahahahaha , maybe cannot on time post birthday wish , so now give you first lorh , got your qin ai de lao gong de pictures , happy a not , haven't edit yet (: But still , happy birthday !